It's alright
You're still alive
You're breathing fine
There's still time
It's okay to move away
from everything that hurts your way
It's time to say goodbye
to say hi to no more lies
and finally realize that all you need to do is rise
Sunday, February 21, 2016
It's been so long
I see it all now
See me fall down
See how my misery led me to my hell-bound
I'm waking up
I'm heading out
To the wandering street
Wandering aimlessly
Wandering till I find who I am again
I'm stopping this unnecessary pause
I've been meaning to carry on (from all of my mistakes)
It's been so long, I've missed out, I'm hiding in my doubts
Forgive me that it takes me
This much time
This much time
See me fall down
See how my misery led me to my hell-bound
I'm waking up
I'm heading out
To the wandering street
Wandering aimlessly
Wandering till I find who I am again
I'm stopping this unnecessary pause
I've been meaning to carry on (from all of my mistakes)
It's been so long, I've missed out, I'm hiding in my doubts
Forgive me that it takes me
This much time
This much time
Saturday, February 20, 2016
Wednesday, February 17, 2016
Anticipation
The anticipation
is an art of deception
that satisfaction is true
I am one of
young hearts tired of
town that's full of me and you
Take me away from there
Take me away today
May we still a child in our hearts
May we keep from falling apart
Because I am too deep
in my own misery
Can't get what we pleased
but please listen to me
I'm letting you go
It's time to let you go
Ridding off the sorrow
I'm letting you go
Visits are always a pleasure
If not arrival then the departure
is an art of deception
that satisfaction is true
I am one of
young hearts tired of
town that's full of me and you
Take me away from there
Take me away today
May we keep from falling apart
Because I am too deep
in my own misery
Can't get what we pleased
but please listen to me
I'm letting you go
It's time to let you go
Ridding off the sorrow
I'm letting you go
Visits are always a pleasure
If not arrival then the departure
Saturday, January 16, 2016
Oh Awkward Me
Oh awkward me
Girl, listen please
You're not alone and you are home
Girl, listen please
You're not alone and you are home
Oh awkward me
Girl, listen please
You are free as free can be
Girl, listen please
You are free as free can be
You're simply taking it too far
but I'm here to tell you
that you can be just who you are
And when you're down and it's so hard to come around
Just one step girl, and you'll take over the world
but I'm here to tell you
that you can be just who you are
And when you're down and it's so hard to come around
Just one step girl, and you'll take over the world
Oh silent me
Girl, speak please
I'm hearing you now loud and clear
Scream and shout to disappear
Girl, speak please
I'm hearing you now loud and clear
Scream and shout to disappear
Oh misery me
Girl, sleep please
It's not your fault baby
Be safe and sound near me
Girl, sleep please
It's not your fault baby
Be safe and sound near me
You're simply taking it too far
but I'm here to tell you
that you can be just who you are
And when you're down and it's so hard to come around
Just one step girl, and you'll take over the world
but I'm here to tell you
that you can be just who you are
And when you're down and it's so hard to come around
Just one step girl, and you'll take over the world
The Math Song
I guess it's hard to apply what we do
from what we're taught in school to the life that is true
It's inevitable, it's kinda of laughable
So we forget it all after it's all over
It's time we fight the inner thought that think it was lame
to put our heart and soul in this mathematics game
From a multiple of things to a couple to one
You wouldn't make it if you don't think this is fun
I guess it's time to make a change
to pass the test, not pass the blame
to understand, not cheat with shame
to realize
to use the brain
Because we can
like it is all we do
Because we can
when it is me and you
from what we're taught in school to the life that is true
It's inevitable, it's kinda of laughable
So we forget it all after it's all over
It's time we fight the inner thought that think it was lame
to put our heart and soul in this mathematics game
From a multiple of things to a couple to one
You wouldn't make it if you don't think this is fun
I guess it's time to make a change
to pass the test, not pass the blame
to understand, not cheat with shame
to realize
to use the brain
Because we can
like it is all we do
Because we can
when it is me and you
I wake up in the dark
I'm cranky so please don't turn the lights up
In my head, it's braindead
The universe spins and I'm already sick
I'm cranky so please don't turn the lights up
In my head, it's braindead
The universe spins and I'm already sick
Static in my ears
Starts to wipe my tears
I don't know why but I'm already here
Sick of always wrong
Please just move along
Thought I saw something but there's nothing here
Starts to wipe my tears
I don't know why but I'm already here
Sick of always wrong
Please just move along
Thought I saw something but there's nothing here
I don't have the answer for this! (2x)
And I'm alone by myself tonight
There's nothing here that sounds just right
The cat downstairs just give me a fright
And I'm alone by myself tonight
There's nothing here that sounds just right
The cat downstairs just give me a fright
Questions in, nothing's out
I'm at number one, but help, I am blacked out
Need a pill, I'm shivering
Judges are like bullets that pierce in
I'm at number one, but help, I am blacked out
Need a pill, I'm shivering
Judges are like bullets that pierce in
Take a deep breath, dear
Overcome my fear
Rubbish keeps flowing in as if I'm not here
Get my head off clear
from the mess, disappear!
Left and right, thank God, the coast is clear
Overcome my fear
Rubbish keeps flowing in as if I'm not here
Get my head off clear
from the mess, disappear!
Left and right, thank God, the coast is clear
I don't have the answer for this! (2x)
So I better start to search for it
Before it's getting far too late
And later people will find me dead
So I better start to search for it
Before it's getting far too late
And later people will find me dead
Right or wrong are just abstract arts
What's sincere and true is in our hearts
If the thoughts that count then just spin around
And block all the dirt and the mocking sound
When the fire's out but still it burns
Then trust me dear, that's how we learn
We'll smile and we'll laugh and we'll dance and we'll love
and we'll make it through even when it's rough
What's sincere and true is in our hearts
If the thoughts that count then just spin around
And block all the dirt and the mocking sound
When the fire's out but still it burns
Then trust me dear, that's how we learn
We'll smile and we'll laugh and we'll dance and we'll love
and we'll make it through even when it's rough
I finally have the answer for this! (2x)
But I shouldn't care for it at all
Hey, push me down but I won't fall
Fire's out and there I stand tall
Fire's out, I'm over it all
And the fire's out, I'll burn it back up
But I shouldn't care for it at all
Hey, push me down but I won't fall
Fire's out and there I stand tall
Fire's out, I'm over it all
And the fire's out, I'll burn it back up
Far fetch
They're not in hole
Not in hell
Yet life tells them
It's far-fetch
They are and will
and wait and still
It's far-fetch
It's far-fetch
Enough is enough
The blood is too rough
Hills too high to climb
To hide to live to breathe to die
Enough is enough
If this is so tough
Then prove to me to her to him
to them to believe in
Time is time
If this is so tough
Then prove to me to her to him
to them to believe in
Time is time
Wait for no one
And I
I'l be fine
Time is time
crossing that line
And I
I'm fine
I'l be fine
Time is time
crossing that line
And I
I'm fine
Fears (2nd draft)
Stop and hold your stare
You can see that I shiver
It's a shame you won't be there
Lacking the sweet from the bitter
I know it's not forever
If I ever let it go
I've got to let it go
Wear a shade
I'll show you my light
Burst bright to the eyes
Dare yourself to come close
Don't be afraid for tonight
Hold my hand, grab the fears, throw them off a cliff
And see them blow
Hold my hand, drive me home, throw all the 'what if's
And see how it goes
Let's see how it goes
Stop and hold your gaze
See the crack on my armor
The fears had crept in
I'm in a daze
They left me shook in terror
I know it's not forever
If I ever let it go
I've got to let it go
You can see through the telescope
So full of hanging hopes
But once you figured out
You let it slide, you let it die
Burn the unlit bulbs
Guise all the broken glass
Fix them, bloody past
With dark tape, it's the new age
See through the telescope
The thin line of the rope
Once you reach out
Hold on to it, please savor it
I said,
I'll show you my light
Burst bright to the eyes
Dare yourself to come close
Don't be afraid for tonight
Hold my hand, grab the fears, throw them off a cliff
And see them blow
Hold my hand, drive me home, throw all the 'what if's
And see how it goes
See how we go from here
I need you to be near
See how we go from here
We've overcome the fears
--
Inspired by Divergent. To be Dauntless, you have to face you fears.
You can see that I shiver
It's a shame you won't be there
Lacking the sweet from the bitter
I know it's not forever
If I ever let it go
I've got to let it go
Wear a shade
I'll show you my light
Burst bright to the eyes
Dare yourself to come close
Don't be afraid for tonight
Hold my hand, grab the fears, throw them off a cliff
And see them blow
Hold my hand, drive me home, throw all the 'what if's
And see how it goes
Let's see how it goes
Stop and hold your gaze
See the crack on my armor
The fears had crept in
I'm in a daze
They left me shook in terror
I know it's not forever
If I ever let it go
I've got to let it go
You can see through the telescope
So full of hanging hopes
But once you figured out
You let it slide, you let it die
Burn the unlit bulbs
Guise all the broken glass
Fix them, bloody past
With dark tape, it's the new age
See through the telescope
The thin line of the rope
Once you reach out
Hold on to it, please savor it
I said,
I'll show you my light
Burst bright to the eyes
Dare yourself to come close
Don't be afraid for tonight
Hold my hand, grab the fears, throw them off a cliff
And see them blow
Hold my hand, drive me home, throw all the 'what if's
And see how it goes
See how we go from here
I need you to be near
See how we go from here
We've overcome the fears
--
Inspired by Divergent. To be Dauntless, you have to face you fears.
Five Fears (first draft)
[verse]
One is when I'm standing at the top
The height doubled my thoughts
The force from falling down
The blow from the lower ground
Two being the people voice
Hungry for the mistakes, the wrongs
Not to save but to laugh
Though, I thank them for making me tough
[Chorus]
You can see through the telescope
So full of hanging hopes
But once you figured out
You let it slide, you let it die
Line up all the bulbs
Guise all the broken glass
Fix them with dark tape
Cover all the scars, cover all the past
[verse]
Three, the weakness reveal
Never a good liar, but never the one to expose
Being so little do help, no one see me
So no one will use me, I suppose
Four, the tears, the tears
No, never ever come out, don't ever
I learn to fake it till I make it
I learn to believe that I believe it
[Chorus]
You can see through the telescope
So full of hanging hopes
But once you figured out
You let it slide, you let it die
I said, I'll show you my light
Burst bright to the eyes
Dare yourself to come closer
But not near to my fears
[bridge]
And the five is the left out
Better to be alone from the start
than to leave at the very last
like shooting broken arrow to the heart
Stand near the shock alarm
The blades, I'm all armed
The ticking stop
I know it's time
To face the fears
To finally climb
[chorus]
You can see through the telescope
The thin line of the rope
But once you reached out
You hung to it, you cherished it
I said, I'll show you my light
Burst bright to the eyes
Dare yourself to come closer, come closer
Line up all the bulbsGuise all the broken glass
Fix them with dark tape
Cover all the scars, cover all the past
The ticking stop
I know it's time
To face the fears
To finally climb
One is when I'm standing at the top
The height doubled my thoughts
The force from falling down
The blow from the lower ground
Two being the people voice
Hungry for the mistakes, the wrongs
Not to save but to laugh
Though, I thank them for making me tough
[Chorus]
You can see through the telescope
So full of hanging hopes
But once you figured out
You let it slide, you let it die
Line up all the bulbs
Guise all the broken glass
Fix them with dark tape
Cover all the scars, cover all the past
[verse]
Three, the weakness reveal
Never a good liar, but never the one to expose
Being so little do help, no one see me
So no one will use me, I suppose
Four, the tears, the tears
No, never ever come out, don't ever
I learn to fake it till I make it
I learn to believe that I believe it
[Chorus]
You can see through the telescope
So full of hanging hopes
But once you figured out
You let it slide, you let it die
I said, I'll show you my light
Burst bright to the eyes
Dare yourself to come closer
But not near to my fears
[bridge]
And the five is the left out
Better to be alone from the start
than to leave at the very last
like shooting broken arrow to the heart
Stand near the shock alarm
The blades, I'm all armed
The ticking stop
I know it's time
To face the fears
To finally climb
[chorus]
You can see through the telescope
The thin line of the rope
But once you reached out
You hung to it, you cherished it
I said, I'll show you my light
Burst bright to the eyes
Dare yourself to come closer, come closer
Line up all the bulbsGuise all the broken glass
Fix them with dark tape
Cover all the scars, cover all the past
The ticking stop
I know it's time
To face the fears
To finally climb
Fears
First, I'm standing at the top
The height had doubled my thoughts
The force from falling down
The blow from the lower ground
Second, the people's voices
Hungry for the mistakes, the wrongs
Not to save but to laugh
Though, thanks
You're making me tough
Third, the weakness reveal
Never a good liar, but never the one to expose
Being so little does help, no one will see me
So no one will use me, I suppose
Fourth, the left out
Better to be alone from the start
than to leave when it's starting to last
like shooting broken arrow to the heart
Fifth, the pain from the hurt
The pitch black from the dark
The sudden from the alert
The burn from the mark
Fears, fears, fears
The voices, the thoughts
Make one miserable
Make two rival
Fears, fears, fears
The voices, the thoughts
Make one tough
Make two love
--
Inspired by Divergent, actually. To be Dauntless, you have to face you fears.
The collection of the fears from the book.
The height had doubled my thoughts
The force from falling down
The blow from the lower ground
Second, the people's voices
Hungry for the mistakes, the wrongs
Not to save but to laugh
Though, thanks
You're making me tough
Third, the weakness reveal
Never a good liar, but never the one to expose
Being so little does help, no one will see me
So no one will use me, I suppose
Fourth, the left out
Better to be alone from the start
than to leave when it's starting to last
like shooting broken arrow to the heart
Fifth, the pain from the hurt
The pitch black from the dark
The sudden from the alert
The burn from the mark
Fears, fears, fears
The voices, the thoughts
Make one miserable
Make two rival
Fears, fears, fears
The voices, the thoughts
Make one tough
Make two love
--
Inspired by Divergent, actually. To be Dauntless, you have to face you fears.
The collection of the fears from the book.
Heroes
I’m not a soldier
I’m not a warrior
Though in my heart,
ignites a spirit of a fighter
Fear not sons, fear not daughters
Your will and hope are never a bother
For you I pray
Till the faithful day
May the raging nights fade away
And the hope shines bright from the darkest grey
With a smile upon the sunshine’s ray
Your sacrifices are in our souls
Your stories will soon be told
As a hero who is brave and bold
For it will last till I’m senile and old
Heroes never die
Heroes never cry
Heroes are remembered by you and I
This is dedicated to the Lahad Datu's warriors.
And also to the Palestine fighters.
What's Left
She realized it's time to brace herself for the fall
Though in denial for the final last stupid call
Sat alone, thinking 'bout the change that occur
Too strong to cry but too weak to get over
Organized her life, unprepared for all the bumps
A broken smile plastered on her face, she becomes
the last one standing on the sidewalk
Can't help but wish she has someone to talk
Complicated it seems, such a life it has been
What's left is to pray and shrug it all away
Mistakes were made for those he won't pay
Ignore were the step he took to run away
Fun and games were all he could think
Little did he knows, he's guilty within
All it took is a messed up prank by messed up friends
A heart was opened for the first time that night
A feeling that he was long trying to fight
And finally it had come to his sight
Complicated it seems, such a life it has been
What's left is to say, "sorry and please forgive me."
It's a story of a flower off the cage
Two eyes find each other a clue
Turns red that formed huge rage
To blue that shined hope, oooh
Complicated it seems such a life it has been
What's left is to make amends and swear to not break
--
Inspired from my friend.
She's gonna kill me, I know...
Though in denial for the final last stupid call
Sat alone, thinking 'bout the change that occur
Too strong to cry but too weak to get over
Organized her life, unprepared for all the bumps
A broken smile plastered on her face, she becomes
the last one standing on the sidewalk
Can't help but wish she has someone to talk
Complicated it seems, such a life it has been
What's left is to pray and shrug it all away
Mistakes were made for those he won't pay
Ignore were the step he took to run away
Fun and games were all he could think
Little did he knows, he's guilty within
All it took is a messed up prank by messed up friends
A heart was opened for the first time that night
A feeling that he was long trying to fight
And finally it had come to his sight
Complicated it seems, such a life it has been
What's left is to say, "sorry and please forgive me."
It's a story of a flower off the cage
Two eyes find each other a clue
Turns red that formed huge rage
To blue that shined hope, oooh
Complicated it seems such a life it has been
What's left is to make amends and swear to not break
--
Inspired from my friend.
She's gonna kill me, I know...
Final Countdown
9, 8, it's too late
To start over and come back
I'm over, no turning back
7, 6, I'm sick
of all the confusing
Refusing to moving
It's 5, I'll survive
this life, tonight
So think I'm starting to count
4, 3, deep down and breathe
I'm changed like the sky
and splashed like the sea
And it's 2, 1, the last countdown
First there'll be no sound
0, it's time now.
To start over and come back
I'm over, no turning back
7, 6, I'm sick
of all the confusing
Refusing to moving
It's 5, I'll survive
this life, tonight
So think I'm starting to count
4, 3, deep down and breathe
I'm changed like the sky
and splashed like the sea
And it's 2, 1, the last countdown
First there'll be no sound
0, it's time now.
(Tryin to Satellite'd it up)
An Angel With A Shotgun
An angel with a shotgun, they said
I'm out of bullets they made
Surrounded by fire and I escape
Growing up in dark, creep alley
The results may be vary
Surrender or beware the shots I carry
Chorus:
I'm becoming someone I looked up to reluctantly
I hear an odd voice inside me shouting
"Dude, can't you see?"
I'm just an angel with a shotgun
An angel with a shotgun.
The sacrifice, I know it's stupid
And all the lies, I know it's worth it
Skipping time, we're assigned
Believing everything is fine
The raging war, I might be losing
Shielded scar, and look I've come this far
There's an illusion of a ghost I can't see
I'm aware but no I ain't disagree
I'm becoming someone I looked up to reluctantly
Would the world around hear me shouting,
"Dude, can't you see?"
I'm just an angel with a shotgun
An angel with a shotgun.
I'm an angel with a shotgun
But I'm outta bullets
--
Inspired by Dick Grayson.
I'm out of bullets they made
Surrounded by fire and I escape
Growing up in dark, creep alley
The results may be vary
Surrender or beware the shots I carry
Chorus:
I'm becoming someone I looked up to reluctantly
I hear an odd voice inside me shouting
"Dude, can't you see?"
I'm just an angel with a shotgun
An angel with a shotgun.
The sacrifice, I know it's stupid
And all the lies, I know it's worth it
Skipping time, we're assigned
Believing everything is fine
The raging war, I might be losing
Shielded scar, and look I've come this far
There's an illusion of a ghost I can't see
I'm aware but no I ain't disagree
I'm becoming someone I looked up to reluctantly
Would the world around hear me shouting,
"Dude, can't you see?"
I'm just an angel with a shotgun
An angel with a shotgun.
I'm an angel with a shotgun
But I'm outta bullets
--
Inspired by Dick Grayson.
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