It's been so long

I see it all now
See me fall down
See how my misery led me to my hell-bound

I'm waking up
I'm heading out
To the wandering street

Wandering aimlessly
Wandering till I find who I am again

I'm stopping this unnecessary pause
I've been meaning to carry on (from all of my mistakes)
It's been so long, I've missed out, I'm hiding in my doubts
Forgive me that it takes me
This much time
This much time